Umm 30 days out!!

So, yeah, if you haven't heard- I'M GETTING MARRIED.

30 days until I marry the love of my life and I couldn't care less how annoying I am about it.

I'm really fucking happy.

So update on the whole stress situation- I am doing much better.

I honestly had to let go of trying to lose a certain amount of weight before the wedding. The stress was making the opposite happen and I feel inflamed.

Will I lose weight? Who knows but I know I will feel good in my body and my dress! I just decided to not focus too much on it.

This is such a special time in my life and I don't want stress or weight to ruin it!

We, also, had our final walk through with our venue and coordinator.

I walked through that door in my fancy white dress and bow with a 41 question printed list.

I was tired of having issues and questions swirling in my head at all times so I got those fuckers answered.

One by one we sat there together and went through the list. It was a great conversation and we were able to finalize everything!!

I, also, had brought my bride tote bag (thank you Sam and Abby) full of decor and mocked up one of the the tables.

Damn, my choices are GOOD if I do say so myself. I spent so long finding the right colors and textures. We wanted simple and elegant.

Bows were a must!

There will be a bow on all the chairs, green and white flowers in the vase, and white and gold china plate setting at every spot. Along with two different size glass goblets.

Worth every second and penny!

Don't worry the tags will be gone and everything steamed.

We, honestly, chose our venue because we LOVE the aesthetic- inside and out!

We are the first ones getting married on the patio!

We love the details of the front of the building and couldn't believe no one else has done this?

Our family will be on both sides in rounded rows and I am being so dramatic and walking up a super long aisle.

I`m obsessed!!

We decided the only decorations we wanted outside were our welcome sign at the front gate and these beautiful cream bows I found on Etsy.

There will be lights and you can't see it but the landscaping is so pretty in the area.

Eeeekk, I`m getting more excited just telling you about it.

I cannot wait to not only live through the day of our wedding but show you all the photos!! You guys have been so kind and supportive through this whole process.

Like I remember when I soft launched Tim on here almost 2 years ago and now we're about to be married.

Absolutely insane but so perfect.

The only things left to do now are pick up our rings from Franklin Jewelers when they're ready, print a few more signs, organize the decor into bins (thank you Kacey), wait on a few more little pieces of decor to arrive (I have a gold champagne bucket coming that is breathtaking for the bridal suite), steam things, and wait.

Hair, nails, and massage are incoming too!

We are having the rehearsal with Amy the night before and it's going to be beyond special. Can't believe my sister is marrying us!! Then I just made reservations at Revery too for the night before.

Anyways, that's the full news and update!! Thank you all for allowing me to express all 1 million of my emotions over the last few months.

It's been a wild line but we are almost at the finish line.

I have such a cute blog planned for the week before or week of the wedding too.

Until next time,

Bekah xx