Wedding Prep Update #2

I'm about to fully crash out.

If anyone else says "Oh my gosh!! Your wedding is SOOO soon, are you ready?" I may end up in jail.

I am so excited for our wedding and I am beyond thankful that we get to plan the day the way we want it but that does not take the stress away.

I have fully convinced myself I am actively gaining weight, have awful hair, everyone is going to have a terrible time, and several other insane things that are just not true.

Last night I stayed awake for hours just lying there.

Do you want to know why I was awake for hours?

I was having a conversation with Chat GPT to make sure that my guests will be okay with having to get their wine and drink glass from the table setting and carry them to the bar.

It's a 45 person wedding with only family.

Of course, they're going to be okay with it.

I, also, have had a few cheat days since my last update so I've fully convinced myself I've gained the 130 pounds I've lost fully back.

My saint of a fiancé and I officially tie the knot in 51 days!!

Again- not possible but my brain sure is trying to convince me.

Amy, Mom, and Tim are getting all of this in the moment and will probably be the happiest when this season is over for many reasons.

The plan this week is to get in my workouts, focus on making my diet as healthy as possible with the tools I have, drink plenty of water, and not have any additional alcohol or treats until Saturday.

Amy is throwing my Italian themed shower and to say I am ecstatic is an understatement.

I am so excited and thankful!! So many drinks, pasta, laughs, and cake will be had!!

Amy can throw a fucking party so it'll be perfect.

Plus my outift is fabulous. Hill House (I am a SLUT for this brand) Organza white dress with matching bow and these pretty white flats I found at Target.

Can't wait to share the full look!!!

After my bridal shower, it will be time to fully lock in with almost zero cheat days until September 24th! We definitely will be having DRINKS at our rehearsal dinner and yummy food.

I am planning a weekend trip up north though so I have to get my fave coffee up there and it will be worth it.

Anyways- back to my crash out.

It's only 2:30 PM and I`m really needing it to be 6PM so I can lift.

That will make me feel better!!

And I pray that I sleep tonight.

Thank you for reading!

Until next Tuesday!! xx